Trevor and I haven't broken up, and we may or may not break up when he gets home from Canada. The entry I posted the other day (the conversation that I had with Kira)was posted partly because I was upset, partly because I can't effectively communicate my thoughts sometimes (OBVIOUSLY).

Your next question is "So what's the deal?"

Well, what Kira showed me in her diary was something Trevor said to her, and about how he seems to be going back and forth on if he wants to be with me or not. And I might have blown it out of poportion.

I still don't know what I'm going to do, so... Until I do (and I know it's negative), don't worry about me, OK?

So here's the note that I just left for Kira. Maybe it will help clarify a little better.

Ah... so.. Uhm... *looks around* I MIGHT NOT break up with him. I gave your advice to talk to him some consideration, and I think I should. Because, what have I got to lose? And also, I thought about it the other day, and over the Summer, we have started to be in a really good place. We were talking on the phone more, we saw each other more frequently, and when we were together, things seemed more.... Natural, I guess. And I can understand the back and forth that he's been doing, because I've been doing it too. And I think that I was letting anger be the driving force for my actions the other day. So...I don't know. I know what you're thinking, though. You think I'm being ridiculous, right? Maybe I am. Anyway, if you're willing and able to, I'd still like you to be there with me when I go to talk to him.

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