Well.. I just don't know what to say anymore.

I've had time to write. I just haven't "wanted to". Or had anything to say.

By keeping this diary, I am starting to wonder if I am being healthy. It has so much emotional discontent in it. I know that getting things out of my system is always a good thing. But I've been feeling so...fake lately.

I think, as corny as the expression is, that I "need to find myself". I'm trying to be healthy, but right now, I'm not sure what constitutes being healthy. I'm not talking about physically, or even mentally (much/sorta), but just.. in general I guess.

Nothing I'm saying makes sense, even to me.

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